I never wanted kids. Ever. I pictured myself being free forever, just traveling the world, by myself, living life to the fullest.
As of September 13th, when I saw my grape-sized baby for the first time, everything changed.
I’ve fallen in love.
When I first found out, I was sort of terrified, of course. But through much prayer and support over the past few weeks, I’m nothing but excited at this point. I’ve gone from “Please Lord wake me up, this has got to be a dream” to thanking Him and praising Him every day for this incredible blessing!
Andrew and I are both very blessed to have extremely supportive family and friends. Though this isn’t the best timing, the situation couldn’t possibly be any more perfect. There is no one I would rather be having a child with, I know he’ll be an amazing dad.
Our baby was conceived out of love, and will always be surrounded by endless amounts of love. I am so thankful for and excited to meet him or her!

September 21, 2010 at 12:17 PM |
Very well written sweet girl! Proud of you, excited with you. Can’t wait to meet the little one